Of course, even within the witness structure, personalities vary. We don't get to choose the cards we are dealt in life.
Things could be worse however. Some folks are born in lands that flood, and where food is scarce. Some are born into far more deadly situations as well, such as war torn areas. All such things hinder and effect personality as well. We learn what we live.
The ideology of a cult such as the witnesses are founded on deviant personalities. The orgs structure as we know it today, was founded on the deviant, sick and controlling personality of a fat drunk, named Rutherford. Therefore we have two types, within the structure of the pecking order he established. The controllers and the controlled.
Everyone within the structure marches to someones tune, but the higher you go, the more impunity one seems to have. The same could be said of most corporations, and this is because of money and power. The only difference is if you don't like it, you can walk away. Not so, with a corporate cult, because the product they turning out, is the control, of who you are. Thats what all the books and meetings are for. No wonder they offer free literature!
The problem with establishing who you are, after you leave, is that there is no positive affirmations from family to assist you in redefining yourself. Such is the same with Islam. No way out!
The real question is...." Who are you, at your core, without the structure? All of us, as I mentioned, in the begining have varying personalities even within the org. This is because of differing Genes, and influences within families. Personality is a very unique and complex thing.
Are you a Homer Simpson, or a deep thinker? Are you sensitive or insensitive? Are you kind, or deep down, mean spirited or devaint, like Rutherford and Jehovah? Are You confused and lost? Are you arrogant or humble? Are you weak or strong mentally>
All these questions define your core. Some folks when given pain. learn to be mean bastards, others will learn compassion. Some who know about the phychology of mind control, will use it to manipulate others for their gain, others will use it to help you.
To me the ultimate question is, are you good at heart, or evil at your core? I don't know about nature versus nurture, but I think some people are just bad seeds, some are just plain stupid.
If you are just plain evil or stupid, no amount of pain will teach you. I beleive there are a lot of good people within and there are bad ones too. Just like any corporation.
Therefore I submit, that despite, the effects this cult has infringed upon us, we are who we are, at our core, and religion is a mask that hides it. There is definately a witness personality, but it is man made. Not natural.
If I were to personify this cult as human, ask yourself, would you like the personlaity of someone, who shuns family members? Would you like someone who wouldn't give there blood it they needed it? Or how about a person who benefits from being in society but wants nothing to do with it, or a person that has nothing but rules?
How much we let compassion and common sense rule us, determines how much humanity we still have left within us.
Tyrone